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i dont know if u have payed attention,
and maybe seen me more quieter than usual
but i dont know if my glow is dying here
now after the resent event that happend to this clan...
im not blaming anyone ,so stay calm now.it is nobodys fault
it is just me missing the good old time, if i can call it that...
for me it was,and it will always be...
but i know deep inside that there is a new day coming with new memories
good and fun, for i realy like you boys and girls,i will newer deny that.
but for now i lost the feeling somwhere,its sad but i cant help it
it feels like a little bit of me are dying day by day
and i dont want to make anyone sad by saying this, belive me okey
there are people i like wery much in this clan,that i know would be sad if i left,
but i dont know now what foot to stand on leave or stay? that i dont know yet,
sure there have been sad things in this clan, much anger and strange fellings.
belive me i know,and i have always tried to help the best i can,
and i promise u i will always do that even if i leave.
and there will always be a storm sometimes that later dies out and all will be normal again.
i will always feel love for all of you people old and new members.
for i know that u all are good people,and are here to have FUN
and belive me i always have fun with you guys and i always had fun.
so i have to think for a while right now,so if u dont see me so much u will know why
so please no sad feelings for this ok
i just wanted you boys and girls to know how i feel right now.
but this is not a goodbye from me for now ,for i have to try finding the love for the game again,and i will try to do that with all of my heart
for i know that i love to play it ,but my fighting spirit is gone..
i dont have the power to try get over to the objective all the time these days,why i dont know..
maybe i have to play on def for the rest of my life, but inside i dont want to do that ,
i want to play and have fun like i used to do, but i feel empty right now.....
i will still play but dont expect me to be like im used to be BUT i will try...
i hope u understand me better now
so cheer up now OKEY
now when u have read this again i hope u will understand why i have to go, i need to find that littel magic thing again,
so it have nothing to do with u guys, i realy like u all
but i have to do this....
so please be strong and i will be on msn and in the game
and u will still be my friends EVEN IF U WANT IT OR NOT
take care now and i will see u out there on the bf
Nick
and maybe seen me more quieter than usual
but i dont know if my glow is dying here
now after the resent event that happend to this clan...
im not blaming anyone ,so stay calm now.it is nobodys fault
it is just me missing the good old time, if i can call it that...
for me it was,and it will always be...
but i know deep inside that there is a new day coming with new memories
good and fun, for i realy like you boys and girls,i will newer deny that.
but for now i lost the feeling somwhere,its sad but i cant help it
it feels like a little bit of me are dying day by day
and i dont want to make anyone sad by saying this, belive me okey
there are people i like wery much in this clan,that i know would be sad if i left,
but i dont know now what foot to stand on leave or stay? that i dont know yet,
sure there have been sad things in this clan, much anger and strange fellings.
belive me i know,and i have always tried to help the best i can,
and i promise u i will always do that even if i leave.
and there will always be a storm sometimes that later dies out and all will be normal again.
i will always feel love for all of you people old and new members.
for i know that u all are good people,and are here to have FUN
and belive me i always have fun with you guys and i always had fun.
so i have to think for a while right now,so if u dont see me so much u will know why
so please no sad feelings for this ok
i just wanted you boys and girls to know how i feel right now.
but this is not a goodbye from me for now ,for i have to try finding the love for the game again,and i will try to do that with all of my heart
for i know that i love to play it ,but my fighting spirit is gone..
i dont have the power to try get over to the objective all the time these days,why i dont know..
maybe i have to play on def for the rest of my life, but inside i dont want to do that ,
i want to play and have fun like i used to do, but i feel empty right now.....
i will still play but dont expect me to be like im used to be BUT i will try...
i hope u understand me better now
so cheer up now OKEY
now when u have read this again i hope u will understand why i have to go, i need to find that littel magic thing again,
so it have nothing to do with u guys, i realy like u all
but i have to do this....
so please be strong and i will be on msn and in the game
and u will still be my friends EVEN IF U WANT IT OR NOT
take care now and i will see u out there on the bf
Nick
Pure (Sweden) Biggest nOOb ever....Free Birth 
Take care sweets!! See you on the BF always!!! 
). I don't know the exact reason for this, but I know one thing for sure. I really know that I am going to find this spirit back, and I also know that you can do that too. 
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